Finally I'm moving out to my own apartment (again). It's been more than a year that I have lived with my parents after I moved back to 'home' when I finished school.
The apartment is terraced house and it has 45 squares. It's handy sized for me and my little dog. And maybe when boyf finishes army he can move in with me, or not. I don't know. I'm used to be on my own without any other people to be with.... It could just do harm to move in right away. And maybe he would get bored 'cause he is outside person and likes to be outside and likes winter, and I don't like winter and I'm more inside person. I like to read, watch movies, listen music and stuff - inside. Warm...
But the main thing is that I can move out, soon! I just ordered furnitures but like sofa, can take almost 4 weeks to deliver! I want to things happen now! I wan to move now! But they're still doing some repairs so apartment is not even moving ready yet. Guess I just have to wait.
We have rented a capin for a next weekend from Ruka. It's 5 star 8-10 people capin. There's skiing season opening on that weekend. I don't even ski or or anything but there's always a good party there.
Me and my very precious friend and random friends and friend's friends are coming. Sadly my boyfriend is in camp on that weekend so have to be without, but I have noticed that if I really party, it's better to be without him 'cause he might get jealous. I tend to dance because I love it and sure on the dancefloor you get close with other guys. It would be difficult to avoid every boy who gets close when you dance. Well hope it's fun weekend and lots of people around.
On this Friday boyf has only one day off from army so I'm going to drive streight from work to his home. I have work tomorrow too so I have to drive to work in the morning. When I get off he is going to come to my home to eat and in the evening he has to drive back to army. Time is money....
Inside I'm my worst enemy
Inside I'm danger to myself
I'm addicted, I'm prisoner of my own wicked mind.
Can't realize why I always hurt myself but heaven stays closed.
There's too many days that I've hoped that I'd have stayed asleep.
Too many times I've hoped I wouldn't be me.
I have pieces of the puzzle but the gaps remain.
I'm your only problem.
You can't open the knot, there's no key to the lock.
I'm afraid I will collapse after all and in the end I fall.








this photo inspired me.
its so good!
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Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true.
Leon J. Suenes
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Longing just to belong to you.
Missing to belong.
*known as an eye lover*
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Longing just to belong to you.
Missing to belong.
*known as an eye lover*
Well.. that might be too hard. What about googles translate thing..? It could give some clue what's happening.
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Longing just to belong to you.
Missing to belong.
*known as an eye lover*
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Longing just to belong to you.
Missing to belong.
*known as an eye lover*
You are very welcome!
I hope that you had a good Christmas, and the you have fun plans for New Year's Eve!
Richard
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Longing just to belong to you.
Missing to belong.
*known as an eye lover*
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